I have travel a lot since twelve. During travel (it’s not
travel like going out of Malaysia, having nice trip or food…it’s more like a
journey…) I always keep my mouth silent, my ears, my eyes, my mind and my soul
open. Why? Because by doing that you can observe the life. I only talk when I
want and need to talk. That makes people thing I’m arrogant and mean. I do
friendly…only with stranger that I know I never meet them again or after you
know me at least one year. Or it can be short if you and I have same
‘chemistry’.
From my observation and experience I always remind myself
that I will never do like this or like that to other people if something bad
happen to me. I will never let it happen in future. I will not! That my promise.
I’m ambivert. Do you
know how ambivert person acts? If you don’t really know you can search them on Google.
There a lot of information about ambivert. Some called it trouble identities,
messy life because living in the middle of extro and intro and some just
surprise with them. They do have a lot of surprise. You can’t read them. Maybe
you and I can be on the same bearing and distance but different coordinates. Or
at least we all do have a friends or member in this type. So, don’t let them
ruined themselves. Why? Because ambivert sometimes can act like a master and in
other time they also acts like a loser.
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| Ambivert fact |
So when life keep hit me harder, I will keep it as my
momentum. I will put myself in those shoes. Maybe they have a reason by hitting
me or maybe they can’t see people like me remaining silent. Because maybe
silent killing them. Who knows? Beside, I will read an inspiration books, watch a war movie, listen to my favorite song and keep busying myself from remember those thing. For sure, I jot it down in my journal. If that doesn't work, I will write it on a paper with full of emotional and burn it before flush in the toilet. Fuh!!!
What the stories behind this rant? A lot! I don’t want to
share about the stories but I want you to remind yourself that be patient if life
hit you harder. It is a life academic. You will remember what life will teach
you than you learn in the classes. So let life doing the job. Then, you and I
just keep living on. Don’t take it hard because wise person will ignore. Yes, I
will ignore them. Keep breathing…be positive…
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| Live your life, love your life |
p/s: Diam diam ubi, berisi, Bising bising tin, kosong...
